Can we do cute things like go to aquariums, kiss in the rain, have cute day trips, and have really rough sex
Andrea Patricia Garvey. 16. Books. Sex. Cigarettes. Vintage. Poetry.
I’m scared that if I let go, you won’t be mine anymore.
i often fantasize about what it would feel like
if i smashed everything in my room
and burned all my old pictures
and cut off all my hair
and dyed it green
like if i took everything holding me back
and destroyed it all at once so i could be free
but instead i find myself curled up on my bed
mumbling “shut up” to inanimate objects
because i can feel them judging me